PUSH OR PULL

Old wise man of them!
help me help it now
unleash the wisdom
i can't help help it to help it
do i pull harder or push.

Old wise man of them
i only exist, i dont coexist
i knock but it doesnt open instant
life and the meaning..........!
unleash the wisdom
do i pull harder or push

Old wise man of them
meaning seem so deep
to decipher to be in bliss
for a meaning to this living
do i pull harder or push

From a man who finds no meaning to this life; as a result.........
hangs at the edge of despondency.